On Saturday, we celebrated 11 years of marriage. We were able to go out after the kids went to bed and when we got in the truck to leave, I asked "what do you want to do?" and Joey's response is "take a nap!" AMEN! Me too!
As I write this, Joey was called into work tonight for an issue so I am home alone. I wish I had some awesomeness to share, but this year is what I call just surviving. Surviving the chaos. I feel like I don't have a free second. Everyone says your marriage should be first and trust me, I agree, but this year it doesn't feel like this is the case and is almost impossible. The wake up call at 6am to get ready for work, getting dinner going before I leave for work, getting 3 kids out the door, working, exercising, picking kids up, doing the dinner routine and clean up and getting the kids ready for bed, showering and finally getting to zone out around 8:30, doesn't really leave a whole lot of time to put into Joey. And vice versa. Throw in a night time accident or sickness in there to really mess with us. It's crazy! It's not rainbows and unicorns, but my love for him still grows every year. He's the reason, to my crazy. He gets it; were busy and stressed. I pray that at some point my husband can and WILL be first. This year has been chaos, but when I look at what we have made together in the last 11 years, it is really hard to deny how lucky and blessed we are.
Joey, I love you and I know we will look back on these times and smile, until then lets try to catch a nap!